dizzy dreamer 〆
its just what i type, which is meant for your eyes to see. but th truth deep inside , will forever be kept in my heart.
Thursday, July 22, 2010, 9:00 PM
its just everything you see on th outside. you say im halfway on giving up. since you say so. i get it. continue to think that way , it'll be so much easier for you, im sure. i always thought of how much you kept to urself that made me unable to know much bout you. but now then did i realise, there's so much of me that i hid that you never got to know about either. there's so much more to say, but..whats th use, you've already moved on, there's no use holding you back again.you're tired, i know. just be happy. really, be happy.
i've changed so much. ever since i put out my whole heart to make this move.i've been thinking what the hell am i doing to my life. what the hell am i doing to myself. this move that changed everything, that would be th best for you, that may be th worst regret of my life. i realised i have been doing all these things wrong, and th reasons for doing so, all goes back down to you. now i know . what it means to have someone who meant more than life itself. thank you for everything, but now. there's nothing left , ur heart would be given to someone else, someone whom you will be happy with; be strong, boy.
ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW IS I WAS ONCE VERY HAPPY WITH YOU& THAT I ONCED LOVED YOU LIKE SOME RETARD AND THAT YOU MEANT MORE TO ME THAN LIFE ITSELF =) BE HAPPY :)
Labels: cos u're happy., i know its okay, th both of us finally made th big step out. you stepped out happy, while i stay th same. its okay
at least im trying my best to move my lazy fingers to update, unlike you HAHA.
Saturday, July 3, 2010, 12:49 AM
well. lets see. i apparently skipped skates. i'd actually be happy to do so.....but got so sian there that i really wanted to practice my ollie...but eventually..i felt okay alr. had a thai dish that i never tried before, and it was really awesome. and i swear i didnt take th icelemontea becos it was spicy or wtv haaha. i just felt thirsty -.- and... ya played pool and i was horrible and i got so damn jealous cos M & rey played really softly . but thanks for th guidance. and...yeah, supposedly mum not happy. but cos dad wasnt angry....eventually everything was ok . ya so M, its NOT forever also like this, tsk tsk. FYI; IM STILL KINDA MAD AT YOU FOR "TAKING MY NUMBER" & letting "history repeat itself" .
Labels: ive got no idea why im causing us to starting meeting up all over again.
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hello i am qy 〆 ヒスイ sleep paralysis, wretches & sketches しめ
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