totally lol at ur blogpost on this haha. hmmm. yeah i wasnt joking! she teared. c'mon lah. how much worst can this get? see each other also cant do anything more than just smiling at each other. heh.. haha as usual saw your shocked face. but next moment like so calm and smile then u left.

although...there are THOSE stuffs. hmm doesnt matter i'll go with whatever it is. just glad ive presented what i wanted to, good enough :)

so i thought..today i'd be losing 2 friends of mine. i guess even after all these. something would be different. and i guess i have to say i wouldnt know how to face them whenever they go for the evolo competition. ohwell. for some of the stuffs.. i dont understand why was it that way but im gonna try not to bother bout it.

went off cos again, not able to face that, left and headed to town to meet mom and sis to get my phone and card done stupid things failing on me. ohwell. so yeah. anddddd i totally forgot to meet itiel -.= sorry!! phone died and i was with family so i kinda......forgot. -_-

ok so yeah when i rememebered already pretty late i guess. so.. headed out from 313 to ION. my legs hurtttttttttttt. ok so..

i wasnt expecting it at all to.. actually.. see you. hah u must be wondering whats with my dressing huh..so..

yeah thanks. for that smile that was enough, and i guess there shouldnt have been anything more than that, tell ya something funny. i think you will feel 'wtf.lol' -.- my sis kinda teared. when she saw you smile at me haha. i guess you know why ah ?? true enough.. its sad uh. that we went this way. but i asked her if i could call you using her phone cos my phone batt died. welllll of course she said no cos.youknowwhy. so yeah. it was...good seeing you but ..ouch. wasnt expecting to feel that way. andddddddd. yeah my sis say you handsome ah?! hahaa i agree with her you look way better with black hair and not all that ahbeng looks and clothes hahaha. but we say u'd be better with long swept-to-the-side hair. :> so hope you're okay!

the feeling is all too familiar. like its happening again. i guess the fall's coming anytime soon.

its crazy how having you around changes everything.

'bumped' into someone i never expected i'd meet during such a busy period. happy to see ya.

honestly dont have time for anything/ anyone else outside architecture. have not even gone out with family for weeks. finally went out for at least a decent dinner today! after ytd's model submission. hmm. really have to thank mommy for staying up with me till 3am the past 2days.. until i feel really bad and told her to go and sleep. haha. hmm..so..feeling guilty for taking a break now. sigh. when will this end? we literally have work to do every single day. there's no stop at all. even when the holidays come. its a 2 week break. where i have so much i need to catch up on. sigh. been on the verge of giving up so much already. i dont know how did i wake up the next day to go on with it. hope i can continue to have that strength to stay on. and grow stronger each time. i know i will regret if i leave architecture because its something.. i actually do love. its just so tough.. cant wait to really take a break. where.. i dont actually have to feel like im carry a huge load on my bag. like now.. knowing each time i rest, i have alot more work and lesser time to finish em.. like everytime..i know i should be dedicating my time to finish my work.. so rushed with em that i dont even have to to refine them. all i gave is all i could do by that timing..

just like you, i wish i have that someone too. i dont know but. i miss having that someone to.. turn to.. to go to.. each time i dont feel okay.