either way to top it off, argued really badly with my mom. havent done that for so long. something she said just triggered this whole thing and i couldnt stop arguing my point bout it.

wish i could just shut up at that point and stop agitating her further when she isnt already feeling well.

sorry mommy.

i didnt realise what i was doing that woked her up.

ha what a sudden breakdown.

i think i recall myself repeating these words..

"give my past back to me..."

i dreamt about you again.

errrrrrrrrr.

so i first hit the club on 22nd feb. heh.

well i have to admit the reason why i decided to go..

one, of course, i had my parents' approval (like woah)

second...it was Ladies' Night at zirca. so free entry and i think a few drinks, before 12am.

third cos with group of friends, whom not all have gone to a club before one. hahaha.

so yup, not bad an experience. thank god for the guy friends around, esp P, JY, M and EJ :)

Ped (Suckseed) . Tony (Skins/X-men) . Maxxie (Skins)

k damn obvious the first one the best *-*

ok i really love that look above...but it's probably too extreme if it's gonna be my first time trying -.- ok fine, actually i wont dye it that colour. or rather i confirm cannot dye my hair one...haisss.

but seriously it's damn nice!!

[ ion orchard - somerset - mandarin gallery - scape - cine - knightsbridge - paragon - scott square - fep - dfs galleria - wheelock - ion orchard ]

so we did mostly window shopping, and...it was my virgin experience walking into so many of the branded stores in singapore. definitely odd...but good cos i wouldnt have walked in otherwise.

it basically felt like we were back in italy, plus the food hahaha. even had gelato before we headed home!

V missed out though, really thought she'd be joining us for dinner :/

please do get better soon.

go ahead and judge me if you want.

Ive been asking myself this question everyday...

"Is it possible to 'love' two people at once?"

well i kind of watched "This is war" today...

in the show...they mentioned that you can love two people but you can only fall IN love with one.

i dont know what is my problem. i always think about this...

maybe i already have that answer in mind???

but why is it always someone i can never be with?

hope can do well enough to pull up the gpa from first year...

but then again i wonder what's the percentafe for fyp + itp.

hmm.

okay so im pretty much very into anime ost.

well because its really..............

idk how to say lah.

i only know it makes me sooooo tempted to stay and be in Japan like forever.

k i know damn random -.-

then again i guess you'd probably rather me not have seen you.

i told you back then you'd prolly hate me once you've thought bout it all, didn't i?

anyway, have a good life.

please :(

like so tired after not sleeping ytd... but then again. its just another 23hours 40minutes and i can sleep all i want the next day then work again after that. c'mon please please please let me finish this up in time !!

hmmm. so much expressed out in music... i wish i can do that like now ah and be some fucking genius, writing songs all day and earning big bucks lol.

ok who am i kidding im here as an architecture student.. with 2days to finish my 8 A1 boards.

it's like i want to do it so badly. but like after a few hours of concentrating i just.. drained myself dry and need awhile to like.. replenish that energy. but no... there's no such thing as "time for a break". it only leads to "no time for submissions." =.=

here i am blogging..........zzzz c'mon last lap of year2! next is itp then final year3 project and it goes on -.-

ehhhh. i miss volleyball and badminton sia. i want like a best friend which can accompany to play both :( ok actually have but like no time for each other or....rather ..just never meet.

k im wasting energy typing here...-.=

ugh have not been sleeping...:(

oh btw i today, quite happy eh. over a tiny little small thing hehe.